Tuesday, November 9, 2010

At Mother's Feet



Problems, solutions, hard work, pain, grief, laughter, envy, greed, blessings, smile, anger, possession, self pride, wisdom, happiness, confusions, love, hatred... just everything washed away when i am at my mother's feet. Two minutes of relaxation to me is just closing my eyes and feeling at my mother's feet. Although i say 'mother's feet', it so happens that it starts with imagination of being at her feet but gradually i turn out to be at Lord's feet, step by step, first losing that human bondage, then feeling like air or sometimes light and then not understanding the environment but at the end there is either no capability or desire to understand it... sometimes flying high up in the air and sometimes shining bright white light... For sometime i felt the 'power' of being 'At Mother's Feet' but now i only feel 'love' out of it. It was difficult to grade love higher than power, at least at this part of life when all passions to reach stars were trying to take its shapes but the beautiful warmth of love got its place... just above everything. Hope this feeling refreshes the way of knowing someone, understanding situations and pursuing something.